"I feel... broken."



i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real.

the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything.

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end.

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt.

i wear my crown of shit
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair.

beneath the stain of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
i am still right here.

if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way...

NIN


Model: Dolores.

For now, my website can be found here [link] until I fix the domain

Note: What you see is not her spine, is one of those metal tubes that manequin has, you know... She is sort of a dusty doll.
Oh, and I`m not depressed, only inspired